March.

Portfolio preview today.
Not really nervous, more or less anxious to get it over with and move on.

I found a new fascination with making daily lists, and then I find myself disappointed by the end of the day only being able to cross off 3/4 of the list. I'm thinking it's one of the few things I can really control...

Came to some realizations yesterday.
The main thing being that the get where I see myself being by say July, I got to get my shit together. Fast.
Other than that. I tend to put myself in situations where I unintentionally fuck myself over. I've been told to quit doing it but apparently I'm just a bad listener.

I can't be mad. I pretty much did this to myself.

I need a fucking vacation. Nashville here I come? Why the hell not.

Two more weeks until Spring Break.
Two more weeks until I can get my tattoo.
Two more weeks until I can P90X back up.
Two more weeks until I can relax.

Love this song. The whole album is pretty amazing.

Just a Man-Faith No More

Sky is clear tonight
Sky is clear tomorrow
A star is out
I reach for one to sparkle in my hand
A star is out
I will not touch you, I am just a man
Sky is clear tonight
Sky is clear tomorrow
And every night I shut my eyes
So I don't have to see the light
Shining so bright
I'll dream about a cloudy sky,
about a cloudy sky
I'll dream about a cloudy sky, about a cloudy

Man was born to love-
Though often he has sought
Like Icarus, to fly too high-
And far too lonely than he ought
To kiss the sun of east and west
And hold the world at his behest-
To hold the terrible power
To whom only gods are blessed-
But me, I am just a man

And every night I shut my eyes
So I don't have to see the light
Shining so bright
I'll dream about a cloudy sky, about a cloudy sky
And every night I shut my eyes
But now I've got them open wide
You've fallen into my hands
And now you're burning me
You're burning me